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an update

i'm soo undecided about a lot of things.

there's a girl i work with who seems to really dislike me a lot of the time for some reason i don't know. today, i walked into work and she said, "i'm going to need you to actually help me today." to which i replied, "i always actually help you." and then stared at her as she continued to talk. maybe not the best response, but i wasn't rude in the way i said it and i was tired. it is a frustrating situation.

i want to go on a trip.

i've done a lot of research on mayday this week, and there are actually some pretty fun traditions for the holiday. which i will share with you later, because i'm indulging in one of them and can't share right now.

our farmer's market starts this sunday!!

b/c our farmer's market starts this sunday, i'm waiting to buy some of my food til then and so i'm faced with not a lot of food in my house. and nothing i want to eat. except things i can't have. blah.

i miss warm weather.

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BeneBlog said…
you should go on a trip to massachusetts. i miss you! and despite my excursion to california, i'll be back in ma june 8! <3 katie
May 3, 2010 at 9:26 PM
brooke said…
katie! i miss you too! i'd love to come up to ma this summer sometime...i've been thinking about it for awhile! hopefully something will work out...i miss you too!
May 4, 2010 at 8:24 AM
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