happy first day of spring!

"behold, my friends, the spring is come; the earth has gladly received the embraces of the sun, and we shall soon see the results of their love!" Sitting Bull

my favorite season is officially here! i'm so glad that spring is upon us.
flowers, blue skies, warm weather, a freshness that the other seasons just don't have....all things i love about spring. i've been waiting so long for this dear friend to come once more.

however. i do. not. appreciate. that this first day of spring was the coldest day we're going to have for the next week. i like the cold weather. really. i do. but not when it lasts longer than it's supposed to. and i'm over it right now. and so this is how i'm feeling right now:

"the first day of spring is one thing, and the first spring day is another. the difference between them is sometimes as great as a month." Henry Van Dyke

so sad, but so true. but i trust the natural order. God designed it this way. and so i wait.
but in hope that the first spring day comes quickly this year :)

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