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things that move my heart

ok, so this post is really just about one thing that moves my heart, and not multiple things.
kids. i love them. if you've known me any amount of time, you know how i feel about kids.
they're precious and innocent and loving and can teach you so much if you let them. they capture your heart in more than one way.
one of the girls that has been in my group at church for the last couple of weeks (not long at all, actually) came in today and asked specifically if i was going to be there tonight. it's just great to know that you're connecting with the kids you work with, even when you think you aren't.
through the night, though, she was quite upset, and i never could figure out what was wrong. she kind of said something that makes me concerned for her and her brothers and sisters, but i don't really know what was going on.
so precious. and going through so much, it seems. all kids generally are, but sometimes you get a picture of something that makes your heart ache.
there's so much to be done in order to help these kids and make the world we live in a better place. it's overwhelming at times.
but God knows what needs to be done. and better than we do.
and so we continue to rely on Him.
what else can we do, really?

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