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so...before i went to camp i spent a day organizing all my scrapbooking stuff and my pictures, etc. well, i decided i was going to print them all out and fill up all the empty frames sitting around my room, as well as finish all the scrapbooks from the trips i've been on in the past year or so.
this is a daunting task.
just when i think i've got it under control, something else will come to light that i need/ would like to do. plus, i've realized that getting all those pictures printed is going to be wicked expensive. the pictures from my israel trip alone would be 70. my jamaica pictures from this year would be 100. and i've got about 18 cds full of pictures from school this year -- which means that just printing my pictures from school would cost over 200 at least.
i know it doesn't sound like a lot, but since i'm not working next year (as of yet) i feel the need to save more than i usually would. which is turning out to be harder than expected.
however, i know that when i accomplish this goal, i will feel so good. already, seeing the pictures in the frames is making me happy.
the end makes the work worth it...

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